A self-paced course
Finding Your Way Back To God
A 7-part guided journey toward a more honest, trusting relationship with God- without forcing faith, surrender, or healing
What happens when you still believe in God, but your relationship with Him doesn't feel the way it used to? Maybe you've stopped asking for things because unanswered prayers hurt too much. Maybe you feel distant, struggle to trust, or find yourself saying what you think you're supposed to say instead of what you actually feel. Finding Your Way Back to God is a seven-part guided experience designed to help you explore the relationship you actually have with God, not the one you think you should have. Through deeper teachings, personal reflection, guided experiences with God, and practical nervous system tools, you'll explore the beliefs and experiences that have shaped your relationship with Him, make room for disappointment and unanswered prayers, practice honest communication, and begin rebuilding trust at a pace that feels manageable. You'll also create your own Trust Ladder and personalized Return Sequence—practical tools you can continue using long after the course ends. This isn't about becoming a better Christian, forcing yourself to surrender, or finding your way back to who you used to be. It's about discovering a more honest and sustainable way of being with God, beginning exactly where you are.
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This is for you if
If you still want God in your life but relationship with Him doesn't feel like it used to.
- You miss feeling close to God, but even prayer has started to feel difficult.
- You've been carrying unanswered prayers, disappointment, or questions you're afraid to ask.
- You want to find your way back to God without pretending you aren't hurt, confused, or afraid.
What it is not
Not therapy. Not a formula.
This course cannot make hard things easy or hand you a feeling on command. It is a steady companion for telling the truth and taking one honest step at a time.
7 lessons
A path you can take slowly.
240 minutes of teaching in all, with room to pause.
Explore the relationship you actually have with God, beyond what you think it should look like. Discover how fear, expectations, and spiritual performance may be affecting your ability to connect honestly with Him.
Explore how past relationships, religious messages, and experiences may have shaped what you expect from God. Begin separating who God is from what you've learned to fear, without forcing yourself to trust.
Explore the anger, doubt, resentment, and fears you may have struggled to express to God. Learn to make room for honest prayer without guilt, shame, or the pressure to explain away your feelings.
Explore how unanswered prayers can shape your relationship with God. Make room for grief, disappointment, and the fears that follow without blaming yourself or forcing explanations for what happened.
Explore what it means to rebuild trust in God after disappointment. Learn how small, honest steps can help you remain in relationship with God while making room for fear and uncertainty.
Explore how spiritual performance can make God's love feel conditional. Learn to separate your worth from what you do and begin experiencing connection with God without feeling the need to earn His approval.
Learn how to build a sustainable relationship with God that makes room for uncertainty, difficult emotions, and imperfect days. Create a simple way to return to connection without guilt, shame, or pressure.
How it works
No finish line to chase.
Self-paced
Begin and return when you have room.
Yours to keep
No expiry date. Come back as often as you need.
A private journal
Questions inside each lesson. Only you see your answers.
Nothing to keep up with
No streaks or deadlines. Stepping away never puts you behind.
A note from Amanda
“I know what it's like to want to feel close to God and still struggle with what you've experienced, what you've been taught, and what you're feeling. I created this course because I don't believe finding your way back should require you to pretend those things aren't there. I wanted to create a place where we could begin with honesty.”
Amanda Mae
Questions
Before you decide.
You don't have to pretend you're okay to begin again with God.
7 lessons. Yours to keep forever even if you cancel. Begin when you are ready.
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